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March 25, 2013

So. This weekend was interesting to say the least, but a very modest interesting. Between me feeling every moment is my last because of this diabetes scare to trying not to fall victim to love, it’s been a struggle. I’m suffering from what could be paranoia but also very possibly the crashing of reality. I keep having to tinkle at night and I’m just super thirsty when I wake up int he middle of the night. Needless to say I’m pretty shook (my dad is diabetic). I’m going to do everything in my power to beat this pending doom and be on that get right! It’s definitely hard to accept because I’ve never been at risk for any disease until this point. But exercise I must! It’ll help me fit into those summer dress all the more. 

I finally got to meet the guy CP put me on with. He’s cute, sweet and makes me nervous. I’m not used to this so I’ll try not to eff it up lol. Keyword: TRY. It’s going to be a battle between him not paying me enough attention/ me loosing interest and/ or me self-sabotaging the situation, like I do with many other things. Oh, how I menace myself. 

Now for a short PSA: I’m tired of being a baby daddy magnet. No offense to the guys out there with kids, but I’m kind of worried. I feel guys with kids are usually financial strained, lack time and/ or spontaneity. I want someone who can just pick up and go without the hubbub. Don’t get me wrong, I understand we all have broke periods in our lives, non paycheck weeks and what not, but damn. Also, if a relationship with this guy progresses into a legal union, I’ll feel left out. You’ve already had a kid so it wouldn’t be new and exciting like it would for me. I won’t feel like we’re sharing an experience. Maybe I’m just being silly. Whatev.

Like I was saying….before I got sidetracked…I like him but Idk if he can give me the full attention I need. I’m a Libra with a fragile ego after all. Hmph. 

Next topic, speaking of this post’s title. So It snows today, I was hoping school would be closed. Of course not. I wasn’t in a bad mood, but not in a good one either. Fast forward to class. I’m the lone she-wolf now since the other girl dropped out of the program, and we’re discussing The Merchant of Venice. I already have a natural reluctance with sharing my thoughts in a educational setting, so I was sitting back and observing. I’m finally ready to comment and my classmate just cuts me off and doesn’t give a damn about it. OH?!! My teacher looks at me like, ‘What are you going to do son?’ I was heated but I kept it together. I just sat there and cooked. Enough time passes and I attempted to make another contribution and another male classmate just rushes in and barks over my voice. I had had enough. Again my teacher is like… 

All I know is come tomorrow I dare one of those MFers to step out there. LOL. I’m ready.

In conclusion, whoever said there is no such thing as a stupid question is a LIAR!!

Good day :)~


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